18 Feb 2009









1. johan 2. toan
3. dontremember.com
4. bynicoleofme.
5-7. lenaah @ flickr
8. noclueanymore.

stäng. du släpper in kylan.

-you smell of something.
-oh. it's opium. you know. the perfume.
-perfume? i thought you hated perfume.
-manfred likes it.
-oh. sure manfred fucking loves it.
sure manfred likes rolling across the borders, rounding up the jews and send them on a happy holiday in poland. BUT HEY. that's blitzkrieg for yah,and manfred's gotta have his opium scented lebensraum. RIGHT.
- he can't help being german.
-yeah, who can?

_______________________

Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up and
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
_____I wish you would
When you're walking downtown
Do you wish I was there?
Do you wish it was me?
With the windows clear and the mannequins eyes
Do they all look like mine?
_____You know you could
_____I wish you would.


skulle skriva a. flyg
skrev fly.
hah.


stäng. du släpper in kylan.

16 Feb 2009

spilled

Our bodies break
And the blood just spills and spillsspillsspills.
But here we sit debating that
It's just a shame
My hand just kills and killskillskills.
There's gotta be an end to that
There's gotta be an end to that.

______________________________


Feel the ground through my shoes.
Cause they are so worn.
But yours are too.
Just in another way.
And that makes all the difference.

Can't tell if that look is pity,
disgust or
yearning for what you mustn't have.
Although I stand right infront of you
wounds in my eyes leaking see-through blood,
all I get is that look.
No, I can tell what it is. Exactly what it is.
and isn't.
That's what makes you turn around and leave.
I can't be told
or helped
or changed.
So it leakes then it flows out.
I break into a million pieces infront of you,
and you still bare to look at me as you go.

Cause I'm spoiled and trashed,
and we should never even have met.
Cause you're intact and unscathed.
and you should've gone with that girl wearing her hair up tidy.
But we've been poisoned,
and now we're addicted.
I'll walk home alone this night.


14 Feb 2009

Destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart

And you're mistaken,
It's you that's faking
Living and breathing and dying too
This message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back.



With vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
Galaxies full of nobodies
Giving us the farewell runarounds
I took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my face with anvil hands,
and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
And I give it all back to you.

13 Feb 2009

there's a dot in the ceiling.

the blinds are shut but the moonlight still shines through.
that's kinda...annoying.
men ibland kan man inte göra något åt sådana saker.
som när det är för varmt i rummet,
men för kallt i sängen.
för mycket plats.
för mycket.
spaceshit.

There are plenty of places to hide when you are looking to be lost.



Wuthering Heights

A Novel

By

Ellis Bell

In Three Volumes

Vol.1

London:
Thomas Cautley Newby, Publisher
72, Mortimer St., Cavendish Sq.
________
1847.


Bad dreams in the night,
You told me i was going to lose the fight,
Leave behind the wuthering, wuthering, wuthering heights,
Heathcliff,
It's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home,
I'm so cold,
let me in your window.


12 Feb 2009

My lord
And who may it be said is your intended sir?
My ward,
Pretty as a rose bud
Pretty as her mother?
Huh? What was that?
Nothing sir. Nothing.
Pretty women
Fascinating...
Sipping coffee,
Dancing...
Pretty women
Are a wonder.
Pretty women.
Sitting in the window or
Standing on the stair
Something in them chills the air.
Pretty women.







And I found you
On a bench
Looking at nothing
And we didn't talk
Then you said
''Where've you been''
I said, right behind you.

11 Feb 2009

and some emotions to go with that.

i got it.
got cha.
and i miss it.
missed cha.
cause it was complementing my current state.
cause it was in another world.
in dream land.
where the reality doesn't matter.
and it was all good.
nothing bad.
_____________________________________

taskigt läge. im sorry. faktiskt.
but you're never there for me. you're just. there in an air kind of way.
the kind you just need so you can breathe.
cause i need you to be.
men inte på riktigt.
du är min rullstolskompis från fucking åmål just nu.
och det är ju bara för sorgligt.
_____________________________________

"-nä. jag känner inget. inget analsex."

9 Feb 2009

That secret that you know
That you don't know how to tell*
it fucks with your honor
And it teases your head
But you know that its good girl
Cause its running you with red.

Then the snow started falling
We were stuck out in your car
You were rubbing both my hands
Chewing on a candy bar
you said ain't this just like the present
To be showing up like this
There's a moon waning crescent
we started to kiss

And I said I know it well
That secret that we know
That we don't know how to tell
I'm in love with your honor
I'm in love with your cheeks
what's that noise up the stairs babe
Is that Christmas morning creeks?


And I said I know it well.

Jag
vet
inte
om
jag
andas
eller
bara
låtsas.

woah that's dedicated.

I'm in a daze.
Sorry people for being distant.
I just can't really care at the moment.
:D
/hairflip.

im gonna marry all of these, and they'll be japanese artists, italian mafia bosses, american agents and parisian designers.



Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think its strange you never knew
A strangers light comes on slowly
A strangers heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart.

3 Feb 2009

both of you can just fade to black






things aren't working.
what do we do
we swim
swim
swim.




I need to be watching that movie right now.

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