it's damned if you don't, it's damned if you do.

im fine in the ditch. give me a glass of orange juice and some napalm and i'm happy.
.
hello.
im just gonna go outside for a bit.
schmoke & a pancake. you know.
might take a few steps away from the house.
that'll be easier than i originally thought.
then i'll walk down the street.
that too will be easy enough.
then, i'll take the bus. 219. slowslow.
im in town.
then i'll take the boat. floatfloat.
walk off in denmark. hi denmark.
then i'll be on the train. zoomzoom.
oh.
i guess i'm at the airport.
i'll cling onto the wheels as it takes off. then i'll jump.
but i'll never hit the ground. ever.
cause i left it all behind and now i wont ever go back.
.
kelly. where're you going.
- out.
whore.

yeah.
-
Sew your fortunes on a string
Blue smoke will take
A very violent flight
And you will be changed
And everything
And you will be in a very sad sad zoo.

I once was lost but now I'm found
Was blind but now I see you
How selfish of you to believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming
Metal heart you're not hiding
Metal heart you're not worth a thing.

och du lärde mig att fullständigt försvinna.
i know where it'll end up. the white glowing white.
the dark sucking all the air out. the lights dancing everywhere.
and i wont feel my feet touching the floor, and i wont feel the situation,
as it really is. if i would, i'd want to puke all that idiocy out of myself.
faces smiling and laughing and yelling will spin around, and flash by. to disappear.
and i'll scream, the loudest, it'll freeze their bones, and blow the skin off their flesh,
and they'll keep dancing, but i'm standing upside down, breaking my neck, to throw
myself off the balcony, fly up and dissolve into nothing.
-hey. you. are you alright now?

Ånga. Spår av ett moln.

You asked when you were kids, tell me which drugs you were on.
When we were kids, we did shots of sap, bark and steel.
And the brain went soft from lutheran anguish before god,
and that's how i grew ill and became the shadow you see now.

But when the night was bright in our 60's house,
then you were far, far, far, far away from here,
in your dream, about escaping to something new.

I was born in a time when the dust just settled,
a meaningles time, exactly a millesimal too late.

And surely there lives a scream somewhere within your calm
and quiet life,
a wild fantasy, that's drenched in bag-in-box nostaliga.

And when the night was bright in your 70's house
and you're vapor, a trace of a cloud,
in a dream, about escaping to something new.

And you're holding on so tight,
and when the yearning gets too hard to bare,
then I'm yours, to take with you
to take out, to take in,
to something new.

And when the night was bright in our 80's house,
then we are far, far, far, far away,
in our dream, about escaping to something new.

And we're holding on too tight
But this dream is ours,
and you are mine, mine, mine to take with me,
on a hunt,
for the time that passed by.

"i dont give a shit about sleep leon. i want love or death. that's all."
_________________

I'm tired of walking.

But you haven't been walking?
...

where's your pulse?
you're pulling the trigger all wrong.

you can't keep one eye shut.

and that song you have playing in your head,

has to stop.

and those memories flashing have got to pause,

at one shot. that shot.

you gotta mean it.

you gotta. really. mean it.

bam.

then feed your cat,

that's all it asks of you.

"Ave moi"

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Il maestro del mondo. Il commendatore.
Ave Brutus.

brain damage.

she wasnt your girlfriend, you didnt want her.
well now i do so fuck you.
______________


fan, jag vill till japan, tillbakaaaa,
men ändå inte som det va då.
även om det var bra.
för ett år sedan nu precis idag,
var jag i japan.
med maja och sara. we'd go there.
and we'd rock.
vi måste bo ifred någonstanns,
och ta med en massa konstigt folk hem,
och alltid ha fest.
life's a partyyy.
denna låten i mitt huvud idag, we'd sing it all day.
lovelove, what is it good for, absolutely nothing,
say it again.
we'd love away.

japan x 100

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4. bynicoleofme.

5-7. lenaah @ flickr

8. noclueanymore.

stäng. du släpper in kylan.

-you smell of something.
-oh. it's opium. you know. the perfume.
-perfume? i thought you hated perfume.
-manfred likes it.
-oh. sure manfred fucking loves it.
sure manfred likes rolling across the borders, rounding up the jews and send them on a happy holiday in poland. BUT HEY. that's blitzkrieg for yah,and manfred's gotta have his opium scented lebensraum. RIGHT.
- he can't help being german.
-yeah, who can?

_______________________

Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up and
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
_____I wish you would
When you're walking downtown
Do you wish I was there?
Do you wish it was me?
With the windows clear and the mannequins eyes
Do they all look like mine?
_____You know you could
_____I wish you would.

skulle skriva a. flyg
skrev fly.
hah.


stäng. du släpper in kylan.

spilled

Our bodies break
And the blood just spills and spillsspillsspills.
But here we sit debating that
It's just a shame
My hand just kills and killskillskills.
There's gotta be an end to that
There's gotta be an end to that.
______________________________


Feel the ground through my shoes.
Cause they are so worn.
But yours are too.
Just in another way.
And that makes all the difference.

Can't tell if that look is pity,
disgust or
yearning for what you mustn't have.
Although I stand right infront of you
wounds in my eyes leaking see-through blood,
all I get is that look.
No, I can tell what it is. Exactly what it is.
and isn't.
That's what makes you turn around and leave.
I can't be told
or helped
or changed.
So it leakes then it flows out.
I break into a million pieces infront of you,
and you still bare to look at me as you go.

Cause I'm spoiled and trashed,
and we should never even have met.
Cause you're intact and unscathed.
and you should've gone with that girl wearing her hair up tidy.
But we've been poisoned,
and now we're addicted.
I'll walk home alone this night.

Destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart

And you're mistaken,
It's you that's faking
Living and breathing and dying too
This message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back.


With vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
Galaxies full of nobodies
Giving us the farewell runarounds
I took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my face with anvil hands,
and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
And I give it all back to you.

there's a dot in the ceiling.

the blinds are shut but the moonlight still shines through.
that's kinda...annoying.
men ibland kan man inte göra något åt sådana saker.
som när det är för varmt i rummet,
men för kallt i sängen.
för mycket plats.
för mycket.
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