wide sargasso sea

'She love you so much, so much. Try her once more.'
I tell you she loves no one, anyone. I could not touch her.
Excepting as the hurricane will touch that tree - and break it. You
say I did? No. That was love's fierce play. Now I'll do it.
She'll not laugh in the sun again. She'll not dress up and smile
at herself in that damnable looking-glass. So pleased, so satisfied.
Vain, silly creature. Made for loving? Yes, but she'll have no
lover, for I don't want her and she'll see no other.
The tree shivers. Shivers and gathers all its strength. And waits.
(There is a cool wind blowing now - a cold wind. Does it carry
the babe born to stride the blast of hurricanes?)
She said she loved this place. This is the last she'll see of it.
I'll watch for one tear, one human tear. Not that blank hating
moonstruck face. I'll listen. . . . If she says good-bye perhaps adieu.
Adieu - like those old-time songs she sang. Always adieu ( and all
songs to it). If she too says it, or weeps, I'll take her in my arms,
my lunatic. She's mad but mine, mine. What will I care for gods or
devils or for Fate itself. If she smiles or weeps or both. For me.
Antoinetta - I can be gentle too. Hide your face. Hide yourself
but in my arms. You'll soon see how gentle. My lunatic. My mad
girl.
Here's a cloudy day to help you. No brazen sun.
No sun . . . No sun. The weather's changed.

people.

oh baby. then it fell apart. fell apart.

trains x2 taxis, i mean. it was kinda far. that's my point.
yeah. and i just wasn't bothered to smile at people and be like that.
no. so i wasnt, and i realised it's very rare that people hang around
below that level. levels of... not fake but. acting. yes. it's different things.
i dont know, if it's good or not. cause my way had some annoying effects like
thinking people are sluts and insecure and just wanting their fucking act out of your face.
i don't think i've ever been that sober high&drunk. you know.

j&h south

from when those two were here.
<3

jUhÄn says:
vi är en av alla
jUhÄn says:
we're nobody

do what you see, get dirty with me.

vi är en i mängden, ranglar från gata till gata,
en gata till att bo
en gata till cc
en gata till att ligga ner och inte synas eller märkas.
en gata till att stå i mitten av allt och inget.

dont touch me.

I'm so into disney classics nowadays.
well, I always was, but anyway.
I was thinking, of making some people into disney characters.
Then my friends would be disney characters. DUDE. okay...
Then I thought, that's brilliant (not rly...). But it's 3:30 AM so it's okay.

Nikki would be Her, because she looks like her firstly, and she's so much like her,
in my humble opinion. Just watch that clip, it's so her.
Even though she's scared of this movie. Although that sort of proves
the point that you're like her doesn't it! I bet miss A. found it scary too, see.


Maja'd be C, cause she's always working for everyone else and she's just kind n' all
that crap straight through, really. DONT WORRY MAJA, someone'll make you ride in
a pumpkin to a ball to dance and run and drop shoes etc. (don't wear heels, we can't. we're too tall.)


Hanna -is- S, cause I mean... they're identical. Lookswise. Not too sure about the whole
singing to birds and fluffy animals though, but still. And I was so annoyed by the clip, couldn't
find a clip that shows the end of the scene, where she's all safe and sound. :C

Johan's J, cause let's face it johan, you rly can't live behind those walls, nah uh. We gon' fly fly, too. And also cause you're a pretty princess : D

Sara'd so be T, she's as cute and peppery. You're just her, somehow.

Don't know who I'd be, but I'd wanna be a mix between Ariel and Wendy.
Figure that out.

the rest of you don't fit in with disney's characters at all. free interpretation.

pics by annie leibovitz, featuring beyonce knowles, scarlett johansson, jennifer lopez, julianne moore, rachel weisz, gisele bündchen

echoechoechoechoecho.

femme fatales

"Wars tend to stir the heterosexual libido. After the thirties, where Tarzan and Jane seemed to be the only ones having any fun, the finality and fatality of World War II seemed to get the public and the movies interested in the peculiar carnal desires of men and women when danger loomed -- especially when danger loomed. Thus came the birth of the Femme Fatale. Sexy, confident, sensual, dangerous... everything a man ready to die for his country could ever desire. And desire they did. Suspense and noir films carried femme fatales into the 1950s too, but there is nothing quite like a 1940s femme fatale. It's like somebody discovering for the first time that being naughty can be more fun than being nice."
- Steve Badger

pics: 1: Barbara Stanwyck from The File On Thelma Jordon. 2:The Lady Vanishes, by Hitchcock.
3: Lauren Bacall from The Big Sleep. 4: Ann Savage from Detour, by Edgar G Ulmer 5: Carole Landis
6: Detour, by Edgar G. Ulmer. 7: June Duprez from The Thief of Bagdad, And Then There Where None.

forgotmymakeup.timetodie.iminthemoodforicecream.idonthaveany.

nikki, i wanna buy this from you. weird stains and all.
what do you want for eeeet?
Ijusthadtodie.


I was looking for you, I'm not glad I found me
A special kind of personality. Yes, you are the crusader
You are the lady
I want to chase your tongue
You are Darth Vader
I know what you're made of. You are like a lung
A lung
A lung
A lung

thinking too much, too long gets you nowhere.

what would you do if you had a copy of yourself next to you right now.
and why.

I would study her, what she does when she's thinking,
and how she looks at people walking by.
cause I'd know what she's thinking, but what does it look like?
I'd try to peel her skin off, and probably sleep with her.
not cause I have narcissistic issues, not cause there's anything in her that I'd find appealing
but because I just could.
I'd have her around, and use her in every way probably.
for company, for kicking someone, for sitting on someone when there are too many ants in the grass.
I wouldn't talk to her. Kinda obvious, I think, what would be the point when she's me.

Yeah.