31 Jan 2010

How long are you able to focus on the fact that he's touching a square inch of your knee with his?
forever.
it's like its own world.
What do you call that shiet. Sickness ? Similar symptoms.
I got all teary-eyed from watching a commercial about a new car. It had some emotional music.
And from other random things like that. Is that boredom or something. wtffff.

27 Jan 2010



4pm/6pm .

I made a tumblr. teehee.

15 Jan 2010

K-K-K-Kisses...Thats money honey.

"
But self reflection isn’t the most rewarding thing right now.

Distraction is more appealing."


I'm going to sara's. Someone asked why I'd rather be doing that (yeah im tappin' that. no i wish haha)
than going to some party with her. I looked at her. And even though I was staring at the reason,
she didn't get it. I always expect people to know what I'm thinking, I guess cause it makes sense
in my head. That ends when I have to turn it into words. Can't people just -get it-.
Okay I'm done, mbai.

11 Jan 2010

bad sense of humour. hi saraaa

14165.) A man by the pool walked up to me and said, "You look like a heartbreaker." He's absolutely right. And I can't stop. - addictions
14164.) Sometimes i piss in my sister's shampoo bottle when i get mad at her. - creative.
14145.) WTF MARK, you tell me you love me but really you don't! Make up your mind :( - yeah mark! wtf!
14135.) im straight but i saw my best mate naked in the locker room showers and i got strangely turned on does this make me gay? - no but that haircut does.
14125.) I'd date myself. Only for a month though. I'm cool for a minute. A month-long minute. - self realisations
14123.) I hate you for raping me my freshman year. - sorry
14122.) Sometimes I think my dick is TOO big. - it's a real problem you guys!
14115.) I found out tonight that you had sex with her. That you were almost dating her. She left you afterwards. I'm your ex, and I shouldn't care that much, but I do. I want to throw up and kick her in the face at the same time. - multitasking
14138.) I think most of these secrets are lies. I don't know why someone would lie on this, but I think everything everyone says is a lie. - don't be lyin'.
14145.) While my boyfriend was in the hospital, I fell for my best friend. Now, see. It's weird because soon after, I broke up with my boyfriend, and he got back with his ex. Then? I felt like I was used, even if I did the same to him. But thing is, I didn't use him. - hope you used a condom though, -that- doesnt need to reproduce.
14144.) Nothing turns me on more then when my boyfriend has jizzed. - late people. disrespectful it is.
14143.) I don't have a problem with the way I look. I just get insecure sometimes, when guys won't look at me. - LOOK AT ME
14134.) I constantly use women to get things, like free booze. Then when I'm done I destroy them emotionally and physically. - the terminator.
14127.) I've had sex without a condom with a lot of guys because I know it feels better for them & it felt like a nice thing to do.
- now be a nice girl.

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10 Jan 2010

The only hope you have is to accept the fact that you're already dead.
The sooner you accept that, the sooner you'll be able to function as a soldier is supposed to function: without mercy, without compassion, without remorse. All war depends upon it.
when does war end. they all did before. at some point.
i take my heart out of my chest i just don't need it anymore.
cure it, only person who can. the top of cruelty not to.

order be b-br-breaking the order.
rip your tee. k-i-d.

7 Jan 2010

he ate my heart. he a-a-ate my heart. that boy is a m-m-monster.








via geneticmutations@tumblr. duh.

+++++++

no matter how many times i close my eyes to open them again.
you're nowhere.everywhere.

6 Jan 2010

i hate your face.





release your prisoner
dark walls scraped by fingernails will be escaped
carried out to collapse in the snow
to be burried by it or stumble away to the unknown
but free from your prison.
hahahah imagine a heart stumbling around in snow.
yeah.
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