12 Dec 2010

6 Dec 2010

bitches try to kick me while im down, ill break your leg.

27 Nov 2010

one word to describe me. IPUTSOMETHOUGHTINTOTHIS.
aware.

17 Sept 2010

something is so lost I think it will never be recovered
man creates greatness and then tears it down
wind sweeps the traces away
and most will never look for what they cannot fathom
but some
are cursed or blessed with an ancient whisper in their blood
haunting them with times they never lived
forever searching for what they never knew
grasping for something just beyond their reach.

14 Aug 2010

thank you for the venom.

5 Aug 2010

"One reader recalls that according to a Rolling Stone Magazine article about the Monterey Pop Festival (published circa late 1980s), much of the festival audience was also high on Monterey Purple acid."

2 Aug 2010

why are we so sick.
we don't need any of what we think we do.
solutions are there but not used.
wtf

25 Jul 2010



left hook, I didn't see it comin
left hook, you've got dead aim
I'm always...always
skies my high

when I'm in the club
i'm always on a drug
if you get a hug
guess what drug
I'm on ecstasy


i wont leave this bubble until you are properly erased from my mind.

6 May 2010


kan man få en tid ngnstans. nä

17 Apr 2010

















mckenzie, iris van harpen, elliot hazel, enriqe badulescu, jean francaise, maria novivanco, xevi muntane, timothy barnes, micheal sanders, julius, patrizio di renzo, GL wood.

5 Apr 2010


Going to the woods and the trolls, laters.

25 Mar 2010

- how's your mother?
- oh... i'm afraid she's on her way out.
- we all are, act accordingly.

14 Mar 2010

I have a long road ahead of me
it's cloudy and dark, it's hard to see
will I ever get through to the end?
been down this sling so many times before
and I told myself I would do it no more
now I’m back on the same road again.

I was aiming for the sky
ended up flat on the ground.
But once again the sun is rising,
I better keep on walking.

11 Mar 2010

yes. im always on the other side of the spectrum

3 Mar 2010







When I think about her she's green. Like a forest.
I was thinking she needed to know right now,
that she's not fragile, over-emotional or weak.
She's really just very strong and gets through
just about anything. And she shouldn't forget that.
Green, yeah. with like. sun shining through the leaves.




23 Feb 2010

Alter egos

How dare you.
To think that a sound from your lips, a thought, a smile, a breath from your lungs
are anything but my possession, to act as though you’re free to do as you want, that is the true madness here.
Who gave you the idea you could just walk out when you felt like it. Tell me, they
will fall by my hand sooner than the moon travels the sky.
You are mine, you gave yourself up when you wanted a place in my heart, and I told you
there is no way out. I told you there is no turning back.
You had no right to disappear, since I didn’t issue it.
I am left with these decaying shadows of your nasty sides, and I never approved of them.
I accepted them holding hands with you, but now you are gone and they roam free in the
echoing corridors of my heart.
Where you’ve gone, where you’re happy, I have no sight of. No trace.
The question is who is the darker devil, you for doing it or me for placing you in a position
where you would be able to. For letting myself be convinced you wouldn’t, cause you couldn’t,
no you said you shouldn’t.
But you did, because everyone does. My problem is I said no I won’t have it, this emotional rape people put up with,
and now I’m there.
But it doesn’t matter, you wanted in, you are in. Now I want my deal of the bargain.
You have nothing on me because your lips and breath and eyes, they’re all still mine.
I own you, and I say come back or I will make them go away.


17 Feb 2010

16 Feb 2010


it seems like everyone is behind a glass wall now.
i watchhh.

14 Feb 2010


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